I really don’t know how to let go …
whether it is that old dupatta , which I keep explaining to N, that it will someday match something and I will wear it …
or old assorted cassettes of college time, that I cannot play on the new player , so I play them on the walkman …
or that one particualr friend who choose to cut me out of her life so long ago , yet i still try n give reasons for her action to myself almost every other day ...
or my sister and brother , who tell me all the time to back off coz I just HAVE to know what they are feeling or how they are feeling.. every living moment …
or blogging …
that is why I keep coming back to it …
the first post I wrote was on 16th Feb 2003 … for a while I had been reading blogs and one day I opened an account and wrote …and it was good …
those were the days of no comments , no regular readers..no pressure , no nothing …I just wrote what ever I felt like …
then slowly I learned how to put in the comments section , started interacting with fellow bloggers ..my style of writing changed .. so have the urls , fonts , background ….
since then I have taken a lot of breaks , tried anonymous blogging et al ..
but I am always back …
because I cannot let go of things that have in some way or other given me happiness.. comforted me when I was down …
but sometimes it gets smothered with love , so I let it breathe a little …
but I am always back .
because I really don’t know how to let go ..
:D
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